The girl story.

2010-09-26T06:14:00.000-07:00

Hari Raya '10.

Hari Raya outing with my secondary school mates yesterday, 25 September, was aweszomee.

And finally yesterday Baby & I out for raya together since the last time we went was like two years ago when we were all shy to talk to each other all and the time when I had my very first kiss and hug from him. Still remember dear? That time was dark pink & black. This year is White :D

Till then, probably another batch of pictures coming in soon. :)

2010-09-04T20:58:00.000-07:00

What's more can I ask other than spending time with your boyfriend almost a day? I'm so glad that we just did yesterday along with Syifa and her boyfriend. So far, it was one of the most memorable day we had. So where did we went? Aha. To leisurepark for Ice Skating! :)

Okay, I think this will be the last outing we gna have until he completed his N level which is starting tomorrow. All the best for all!

2010-08-30T05:36:00.000-07:00

2010-08-29T19:47:00.000-07:00

I LIED TO SELANA GOMEZ BECAUSE THE POLICE SAID SO.

Hahahaha.

2010-08-29T19:45:00.000-07:00

What Your Month Of Birth Tells You

DECEMBER:
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

2010-08-29T06:10:00.000-07:00

Hello to whoever who's reading this blog. I'm lazy actually but for my boyfriend's sake I would. He have been bugging me to blog since yesterday. So since I have the ample of time right now, I shall do it. For once and for all. Chey.

Let's track back what happened for the past few days. Basically last friday, I swear it wasn't a good day for me at all. Only god knows why. I was soooo infuriated by everything. Remember, I trust you but I've never put any trust on some of them. Won't and never will. The next day, which is Saturday, was way better. Haha.

Raah, I just can't forget every moment spent with baby and his family. I mean his uncle and all. It was one of a helluva great day I've ever had! First thing in the afternoon, I met my boyfriend and we went to Cathay to catch Grown ups. Its a much to watch! really fun. After movie, there's isn't any plan at all. We roamed aroud plaza sing and Cathay to and fro. I can go crazy mannn. In e end, he decided to give his uncle a call. IWhat a coincidence that they are breaking fast somewhere around there. It was my first time meeting them, more than I could expected, so outgoing la please. Every single minutes and every seconds seconds its a non stop laughing session.

We broke fast (HAHA! Baby I know you know.) together. And headed to Sentosa right after. And you know what!? In my whole entire life I've never hopped into the Sky ride (is that how you spell it?) and Its my frigging first time rode a Luge. Hahahaha. Call me a Singaporean. But sadly, the guys all rode so fast till they left the girls behind. Boohoo. I've never been before and that night was my first. Aweszome much? I scolded baby for forcing me to go. In the end, I asked him one day go again. Huahuahua. Can we b?

But the thing ah, the helmet so smelly. I don't know how many thousands of people been using it and I seriously no idea if they even wash it before. Hahaha. Eee. The four couples, if I'm not wrong, exclude his uncle and wife, went near the merlion. Those guys walked into the small lake, not really a lake la ok. But then, my boyfriend was too excited that without knowing he jumped into the deep pool of water. HAHAHAHA. So dodol not he? There he go, walking aimlessly with his wet jeans.

Its about ten plus I think, we decided to leave the place. Hid needs to leave and so we went back to Yishun to send her home. And left for supper after that. This time around, they are talking about ghost story or more like what they experienced before. It was so intimidating. At about twelve midnight, we decided to call it a day and they sent me home. :)

I wished I could upload the pictures but sad to say I don't have any of them :( So it seems a little too dull. I mean a lot! Sorry! After so long, this post seems too long huh? haha. I wished everyday was like this. I wished. Today punya plan also I've to storytell. Haha. So please bare with me for awhile.

Well today. Early in the morning, baby had the sudden plan to catch the Step up 3D. It was great. For the sake of getting the couple seat for the 1.30pm show, we met around eleven. Haha. Kiase people. There we go again, walking aimlessly waiting for the time. We spent a lot playing games. We played the car and I won him twice! Hahaha. He lost already then call me kental. What only. Chicken breast. At the same time, I wanted to get my raya heels as well but none seems to caught my eye. Hmm :( I'm choosyyyy.

Okla, I think I shall stop here. If I got the pictures, IF, I will upload it here. Tomorrow back to work! So malas. Till then, goodnight all!

2010-08-25T08:01:00.000-07:00

Awwh Wen Chieh, I miss you tooooo. Hugs. In fact, I miss everyone too. I still can't deny that I miss being a secondary school student. Everything happened in a blink of eye, everything's over. I was browsing through the archives. Still remember the time when we had group study at Changi airport from 11.30pm till dawn. Brushing up all our studies, preparing for N level. 8 Months has past. Being an ITE student. It wasn't a pleasant journey throughout these months, no doubt. Secondary life is way and much more better though you have to follow all the strict rules.

No regret! If it's not from that school, I wouldn't have known my pretty boyfriend, Fawwaz eversince 31 July 2008. (you may refer to my archives though. The first one was vividly referring to him.) Haha. And I wouldn't have met my pretty two laughing gas & my very first chinese best friend.

2008 - 2009

"Tuesday, September 2, 2008

Fawwaz just texted me. 'ziraa bby , morning'. Giggles. Somehow I didn't manage to see him in school yesterday. But he did saw me. Fcuk you. Hahahahahaha . I am Fawwazirah Ranger.
HAHAHA."

Just imagine if I said that two words to him right now. The whole world will shake I tell you.

I just couldn't stop smiling reading everything about the past. Its worth keeping all the archives. You can see how much you have changed. Nah, I don't regret about what happened in the past, I'm just gna take it as a challenge in life. I'm still young, still got a long wayyyyyyy to go! I've started my prayers. <3>

2010-08-21T07:56:00.000-07:00

Things are getting much more complicated now.

2010-08-15T06:52:00.001-07:00

- Tiara Darling nurul.. gi dentist.. gigi ade lubang..wakakaka
  July 15 at 12:21am ·
- Nurul Syifaa Zulkifli da pasang simen la !
  July 15 at 11:02pm ·
- Tiara Darling patut simen office hilang...
  July 16 at 1:34am ·

Saw this on Syifa's facebook. I laughed non-stop. Hahahah. Its very funny la please.

2010-08-14T07:23:00.000-07:00

Hi I'm back! aha. Like finally after so long, I've been waiting for the pictures that we took during the National day. haha. Okay, its like five days ago and I'm just posting it now. Great.

Anyway, below are the pictures that we took that day. There are over hundred of pictures but shall not waste my time. I doubt there's anyone reading this blog. So be it :)

Yeah, that's it. haha. I can't be bothered seriously.

What a saturday, I'm so bored. Been lazing around only. Today is the forth day of fasting, that fast eh. Though I only fast on the first day. Hehe. Got reason! I don't feel the vibe of the upcoming Aidilfitri. I don't know why. Usually by now, I've got my baju2 raya. But neh, not this year.

I can feel the certain changes in me. Somehow in a good way I guess? Those people around me with a good foundation of Islam. Nurul Syifa'a, you the best! Seeing my colleagues went for prayers in the afternoon at the Mosque. I wna learn how to pray :( I used to, but I just forgot ok. Mind you.

Call me a Muslim. haha. So humiliating la. tsk. :(

Anyway, just wna wish my beloved boyfriend for our 16th Monthsary. We are still strong as ever though there are a lot of ups and downs. Love ya.

2010-08-04T07:52:00.000-07:00

Mudah untuk mengatakan "jangan menangis lagi, dia telah pergi dan bahagia di sana". Akan tetapi, sulit untuk benar-benar menerima kalimat itu ketika kita yang berada pada posisi kehilangan seseorang yang kita kasihi.

I am so very sorry for your loss. I know that at this point regardless of what anyone says nothing is going to make you feel better. Experiencing the loss of a child is one of the hardest things you will ever have to go through.

But i wanted to share with you the fact that bad things do happen to good, normal people like us. There isn't any explanation why this happened, just an unfortunate circumstance. Again, i am so very sorry for your loss. If it is any consolation to you, i truely believe everything happens for a reason. I truely belive God has a plan for each and every one of us, so the loss of your precious baby is part of Gods plan for you. It may not seem fair or right or even unclear as to how this could have been part of God's plan, but someday you will get your answers. Just remember this "GOD DOESNT GIVE US ANYMORE THAN WE CAN HANDLE". Stay strong.

With deepest sympathy, your sister.

Thanks dearest for accompanying me there and be the pillar of strength to me all this while. No words can explain how fortunate am I to have you with me. Love you.

2010-08-02T08:12:00.000-07:00

The last time I blogged was three weeks ago. So suprising that I suddenly have the urge to blog after I saw boyfriend's. He's like updating the blog regularly. haha. It's already fifteen minutes past eleven, I should have gone to bed earlier since school day is tomorrow. Such a drag, you know. I couldn't deny that I don't even understand a single thing about Business Event Organization even though the book is like so thin. (!) I hope I'm gna do better than the last semester. 4 more months to endure baby. :)

I don't know what's got into me lately. But on a brighter note I'm all good at work, I suddenly feel so motivated. HAHAH. Wtf. About love life, what do you think? We are going to be 16 months old in ten days time. How can I not feel sexited about it. Boohoo. Even the slightest arguments we had, nothing could make us fall. True? Though at times you might have the toughest time to trust me while I'm in school or everywhere I am. It's okay cause I'm old enough to know and differentiate between what is right and wrong.

Everyone make and learn from mistakes. But I don't see us learn from our mistake. Haha. I could just smile and laugh when I think of all those little fights we always had. Life is challeging enough.

2010-07-14T07:31:00.000-07:00

Okay finally I get to upload this video. It took so long you know. Basically that's a video of Mr Muhd Fawwaz Bin Anuar who happily enjoying the song Isabella. (He loves this kind of songs. haha! -.-") Its quite dark as you can see.

Hope you enjoy, laugh hard if you must ;)

2010-07-12T08:31:00.000-07:00

Hey Strawberry. I'm back today for just a post after so long. Hehe. Its tuesday and the time shows right now, 10.06am. I'm supposed to be in school but I woke up late and decided to attend school only for the second module which starting at 1pm. :) INSYALLAH.

Nothing much to blog, I just got some pictures from Kite Flying previously to upload. It's taking up too much time already :( 20 minutes for just five pictures.

Finally done! Anyway, Happy 1 year & 15th Monthsary baby.

Bye all.

2010-07-12T03:01:00.000-07:00

2010-07-12T02:42:00.001-07:00

"I want someone to share my secrets with, someone to talk to late at night when I can’t sleep, someone who feels comfortable around my family, someone to comfort me when I’m scared, to hold me when I’m sad, someone who doesn’t need to say that he loves me for me to know it’s true."

— (via poeticheartache)

2010-07-11T08:49:00.000-07:00

2010-07-11T08:02:00.000-07:00

I want to sleep with you,

ijamie:
No, not sex. I wanna feel your arms wrapped around me, nice and secure. I wanna feel you breathing. I wanna trace your facial features softly with my index finger. I wanna kiss your cheek while you’re sleeping. I wanna hold you tight. I wanna dream with you.

(via athenability)

(via taylorwriteslove)

It happened before. I just miss you now.

2010-06-27T05:50:00.000-07:00

All I could say is that life has been good and bad as well. I've abandoned this blog for so long, doubt there's anyone who is still reading it. Been very busy these days with work! :( Hopefully next week won't be that suckish eh.

I've got a lot of pictures to upload. When out with my girlfriends out to town. Like finally. But on the other hand, it wasn't really a fruitful outing. Only god knows why.

And today, which was Sunday. Had a quality time with my boyfriend for a day since I had one of my weekend with friends. We headed to Punggol for kite flying.

Off to bed soon. Goodnights!

2010-06-20T07:06:00.001-07:00

Miss you.

2010-06-12T09:48:00.000-07:00

This is so tempting.

2010-05-26T03:57:00.000-07:00

"Am I crushing on someone in my school ?
Someone who's not the same age as me ?
Someone who's not older than me? Yikes. But he's cute.
Hell, No. Cannot be. ha ha."

Extracted from 31 July 2008 Archives.

I got the free time right now so i decided to read my Archives. I was looking reading through the 2008's posts. And I found that paragraph up there. Wondering who's that lucky soul? My pretty boyfriend whom I'm currently attached to.

I just don't believe it that it all started since July '08.

Didn't knew that we would still be together. In fact, till now. I'll be waiting for more future endeavor with you, love.

2010-05-25T01:17:00.000-07:00

Hahaha. Sorry la, I know this is so crappy. It was taken last Tuesday, we got so bored and there's no lesson either. Well oh Well, I'm currently in school right now. Times and times again, it has been so mundane since our teachers already covered all chapters so it's supposed to be revision time. No one even bother. -.-

I kind of pissed off actually, 'SUPERVISORS' did not approved my three days application for leave and so was Syifa's. This is so ironic. Don't you think so? We are forced to go for the fuckthisshit Roadshow from 28 May - 6 June. 11am to 10pm DAILY. Exclude 31 May and 1st June due to my exam. We are only approved for one day study leave which is on the 30th. I doubt that with this one frigging day I could absorb EVERYTHING. What's more, I've got two module to study.

This is so hell.

2010-05-20T05:34:00.001-07:00

Justin Bieber or Miley Cyrus?

Hahahaha. Of course its Justin, baby. :P

2010-05-20T02:57:00.000-07:00

I seriously got no mood to blog when there are no new pictures to upload. Boohoo. Work has been draining my energy. And now, I just feel like quitting this traineeship and go for Private's. But then to think again its already in the midst of 2010, six months to go till I end this one year course. Sigh.

I've not been looking forward for work anymore :( I guess my boyfriend knew about it very well. As for today. I was on Medical Leave. Work starting again tomorrow. Hmm..

2010-05-16T04:04:00.000-07:00

Evening all.

My sunday was practically fine and it was great spending time with my boyfriend with the rest too! :)

Anyway, I finally went to watch 'The Last Song' this morning over at GV Yishun. We booked the one in the morning and you know what? There are only four people includes me and Boyf in the cinema. Haha.

I rate it 5/5. No doubt, its awesome! The show ends around 1pm and then followed by kite flying! Since we were strike by hunger, we headed to Banquet to pack some foods there since we didn't have the chance to have our breakfast before movie.

I got myself Fried Kway Teow while he got some spicy noodle. Thumbs up for both! As usual, we then went to the open field at Woodlands. On a brighter note, the weather wasn't that bad today. Settled down everything and my baby was too excited till he immediately set up the newly new kite. Heh. It was drizzling. In fact, up till now.

What else could have been better than spending time with my boyfriend the whole of morning and afternoon plus all those endless Xoxo? HAHA.

I'm tired.
So.. here are the pictures.

Okay that's all for now.
Goodnights.

Lots of love,

2010-05-13T07:01:00.000-07:00

Let's once in a while I'll make this post dedicated to my very own boyfriend. I know you've been so down whenever you reads my blog, it's always been something got to do my friends. Now, I'm taking this opportunity since I've this plenty of time.

Firstly my dear, I would like to wish us,

Happy 1 year & 1 Month Anniversary.

I know within this stretch of time I've never been a good girlfriend to you. And you know that all the hurting words that I've caused you, I've never meant it before. We've made through a lot, a lot of things that people doesn't know. There's no way that I would mess this rship.

It made me come to realise that you are the one who has been there for me through ups and down, all the times when I needed you. I would to thank you for all the good deeds that you have done for me eventhough I've disrespect you most of the time. I am completely assure that many of the people out there are probably guessing that this will not last. From the downfall of my past relationships, this one will never be regretted. Like I said, even if we are not meant for each other, I'll promise to always be here for you. I must have been lying if I said that you're the only one that I have always loved. But then again, it has to be true that you're currently the one that I'm totally attached to.

One special thing about you that I would like to say,

It is because that when we fight, I can hardly look into your pretty eyes.
Because I'd have to smile.

Correct baby?

I just want you to know that you've been the best and you, Muhd Fawwaz, mean so much to me.

I love you.

2010-05-09T06:21:00.000-07:00

Work throughout the week has gotten from something crappy to err fine? I don't know. It seems so draggy for me heading out to work. Well now I shall say that I would prefer studying as a full time student.

Anyway, yesterday was still as the normal Saturdays. Just that I went to Queensway right after work together with my boyfriend as he wanted to get a new pair of boot. He's so fussy you know. :P Went there but to no avail of the one he expected. So what to do. Sayang punya pasal, travelled to Peninsula. Like finally he got it there. Actually he wanted the red but its not there yet. Second was the blue, no sizes. But there's no other choice but the one in green. hahaha. Padan muka.

Went home right after. It was tiring.

Sunday, could it get any worst.
I don't wish to elaborate. It got better after that. Wanted to fly the newly new kite but due to the weather it was cancelled. But hey! We did managed to see it fly up in the sky for like 1minute?
haha. Better than nothing right.

I was all drenched. My pink umbrella is too small :/ for US.

That's how my afternoon exclude the one in the morning. We got a huge fight. It was terrible.
Its gonna be ten, still waiting for my mom to get home. Will be celebrationg Mother's day! :)
Lots and lots and lots of food..... I am watching Tv now. Kind of sleepy.

Haiya. I miss you already b.

2010-05-05T06:07:00.000-07:00

This picture was like 3 weeks back? If I'm not wrong.

Yeah, I finally feel the urge to blog. I didn't mean to abandon this blog for like so long. Partly its because I seriously have no idea on what to write or my days are just way so hectic. Which makes me feel like there's so many things to do yet so little time.

I know its crap. I just have an issue regards to my time management. Maybe..
Exams are in few weeks time. I've yet to start on my revision. :/

I woke up early morning.
Headed for work.
Got back home in the evening.
Laze around in bed and sleep till e next morning. (it always been so so so fatigue)

So tell me how? its continuously on most of the weekdays while weekends usually with my boyfriend. So now I know how it feels being like a working adult.

Hehe.

2010-04-20T04:43:00.000-07:00

Woah. Its been a very very long time I last had pictures uploaded into this blog. I know how mundane it is. Well, I finally have pictures up to make it much more entertaining eh. Hehe.

Pictures below were taken last Tuesday. So you can see that I took a week to upload! haha.
It's one minute past Eight. It feels so awkward having me at home at this timing cause I'm usually somewhere outside with my pretty boyfriend or still at work. I didn't have the chance to meet my boyf as he's having his training right now and I went home right away after school. No plans, so what to do? Gotta stay at home. :(

Okay, shall not say more. Pictures will say it all. :)

Not to forget that work have been so quiet without these two ladies. Farewell girls! All the best for your upcoming future! :) Sad to say, Me and Syifa are the only interns left. :(

Yours truly,

2010-04-13T02:30:00.000-07:00

I'm in school right now. As you can see that I'm just so busy surfing the net rather than to listen to the teacher talking. haha. Lesson gna end soon, I'm still wondering where should I go after this.

Anyway,

Happy 12 Monthsary, loverboy.

2010-04-04T03:59:00.000-07:00

Hi all,

since I'm no longer running a blogshop cause I'm pretty busy with life right now. But then I'm still trying to clear some of my clothes away so I've no choice but to make this one and only post as a selling post for temporary yeah.

Item #1: Mesh Dress. (In Black)
$15

Item #2 Forever21 Laced long sleeve
$15

Item #3 Floral bodycon dress
$15

Item #4 Pink Lace Panel Skirt
$15

Item #5 MNG Bareback dress
$15

If interested mail to Isay-throughitall@hotmail.co.uk

Thank you!

2010-04-02T05:49:00.000-07:00

I know its been a long time I last blogged. The last time was weeks ago? Hmm. I wasn't expecting anyone to read this blog though but if there's anyone do, I would like to apologise that I'm seriously so lazy + only god knows what's the reason is lah okay.

Its Friday today, finally I got my long hours of sleep. Indeed its a rest. Since my weekends I'm gonna be at the roadshow, like again. -.- Who's looking forward for all that? Obviously not me. I mean, wtf man only our booth gonna be one out of a million selling or promoting something got to do with courses!

Didn't even get paid except for commision and Time-off. Absolutely excruciating.

@WC- Wenchiehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Ok you changed your blog link or?
Do let me know please. Anyway thanks for the info. Will see you around in school if I happen to drop by someday. :)

2010-03-22T08:25:00.000-07:00

I literally have been lying down on my bed with the laptop on top of me for about forty-five minutes still deciding what I shall blog about. But then, its so not surprising that my life have been pretty much mundane these days and how ironic is it when there's no school holiday for me.

2010-03-16T07:37:00.000-07:00

Hi once again,

its tuesday and so I went to school today. Had CS nd OSA exam today. Overall, it was manageable. Yup. I got two good new for myself today, I was superbly shockingly shocked, I tell you. Firstly, the roadshow for this Saturday and Sunday was officially CANCELLED. And secondly, Effective Communication Mid-year exam, I'm 2nd in class! Okla, let's be humble la ok.

It was unexpected anyway as I've been skipping most of her lessons recently. ;) Its not overall so yeah, whatever then.

If I'm gna do well for EOY, Can I take private Diploma?

2010-03-15T08:16:00.000-07:00

I seriously don't know what to describe how I'm feeling right now. Well, not even a single one know how depressed, upset I am now. What a life I live.

2010-03-09T08:08:00.000-08:00

Hi All,

So I guess from now onwards I can update my blog regularly since I can borrow my sister's laptop for now. Heh. As the laptop which I've been using all these while was giving me lots of problem. So yeah.

Right now I've no idea of what I shall blog about. Basically nothing much happened. As always, my life revolves around my boyfriend, work and school. It saddens me when I found out that I won't be having any school holidays. Haiya. I'm going bonkers, really soon!

Grr.

2010-03-09T07:53:00.000-08:00

Extracted from Elyssa's tumblr.

43 Things A Girl Wished Her Boyfriend Knew

#1 When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away.

#2 When she misses you, she’s hurting inside.

#3 When she says it’s over, she still wants you to be hers.

#4 When she walks away from you mad, follow her.

#5 When she stares at your mouth, kiss her.

#6 When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight & don’t let her go.

#7 When she starts cursing at you, kiss her and tell her you love her.

#8 When she ignores you, give her your attention.

#9 When she pulls away, pull her back.

#10 When you see her at her worst, tell her she’s beautiful.

#11 When you see her crying, just hold her and don’t say a word.

#12 When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.

#13 When she’s scared, protect her.

#14 When she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt her head up and kiss her.

#15 When she steals your favourite jacket, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.

#16 When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.

#17 When she doesn’t answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.

#18 When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up with the truth.

#19 When she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand.

#20 When she grabs your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers.

#21 When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh.

#22 When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.

#23 When she looks at you in your eyes, don’t look away until she does.

#24 Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything.

#25 Don’t let her have the last word.

#26 Don’t call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is so much better.

#27 Say you love her more than she could ever love you.

#28 Argue that she is the best girl ever.

#29 When she’s mad, hug her tight and don’t let go.

#30 When she says she’s OK, don’t believe it, talk to
her about it, because 10 yrs later she’ll still remember it.

#31 Call her at 12:00am on special occasions to tell her you love her.

#32 Call her before you sleep and after you wake up.

#33 Treat her like she’s all that matters to you.

#34 Don’t ignore her when she’s out with you and your friends.

#35 Stay up all night with her when she’s sick.

#36 Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.

#37 Let her into your world.

#38 Let her wear your clothes.

#39 When she’s bored and sad, hang out with her.

#40 Let her know she’s important.

#41 Kiss her in the pouring rain.

#42 When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; “Who’s ass am I kicking today baby?”

#43 After she reads this, she hopes one day you’d read it too.

2010-03-04T08:05:00.001-08:00

I just realised that I've not been blogging for quite a long time. Well, not really. Firstly, I'm pretty busy with work and school. Maybe I shall not mention the word regret here. But then really its kind of tedious in coping both at a same time. But what to do, future's sake. I'm all out for it. Boohoo!

For the past two weeks, I didn't get to spend my weekends outside enjoying or having time for myself. So sad right. I was sent for courses which took away my saturday and sunday 9-6pm (!!) And now, this week, my weekends I've to spend the whole day at Suntec for roadshow. -.-"

Tired? Of course. OK, PLEASE STOP COMPLAINING.

Wait last, I WON'T HAVE ANY SCHOOL HOLIDAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PATHETIC MUCH?

Enough of that.

Nothing much to look forward to except for 13th April! HEHE ;)

2010-02-18T03:01:00.001-08:00

Okay, its all overdue pictures which I didn't have the time to upload them. Anyway, its during school hours. Great people, great time. I like :D

2010-02-17T02:38:00.001-08:00

Tuesday, 16 February.

Had a great time, really. But my boyfriend scolded me for messing up his kite :( They were so engrossed that none of them even looked at the camera. Haha.

Okay. He's asleep without telling me, again. I understand you're tired. By the way, don't be discouraged by today's game alright, Mr Captain. You are there, lead with your very best ok!

2010-02-14T07:27:00.001-08:00

People who owns a brain and have thoughts for people, they should know RACE is the most sensitive issue to talk about.

I just feel so bad to people whom it may concern just because of your dirty words. Don't you think so?

2010-02-13T20:32:00.001-08:00

B, I miss you, I really do :(

2010-02-11T21:08:00.001-08:00

My blog is dead.
My blog is dead.
My blog is dead.

Best.

Very busy nowadays. Work, school, boyfriend. What else can I ask? hehe. Tomorrow is our 10th Month. Hope everything's fine. I love you a lot.

I'm at work, everyone's out for lunch and I'm at here all by myself. So boring. Anyway Ms Bamanda, where are you huh?

2010-01-31T02:57:00.000-08:00

Fuck you. Fuck everything you wna do.
It's not fair at all.

2010-01-30T06:22:00.001-08:00

I shall say today is one of the most tiring day and somehow a great day too, perhaps. I didn't know that my life revolves too much around work/school and my boyfriend. I'm so pleased I never gave up on him, well I almost did the other time. Yeah, when things are getting out of hand initially you will just speak things out without realizing that your mind is totally lost. Somehow I totally agree with it. Ah, I think girl's are much more dependent on our own thoughts and thinking. Rightttttttttttttttttttttttt~

Today ended so fast. And now my eyes are ridiculously hefty from the lack of sleep that I just had.
Had work in the morning nd met up with the boys. I spent a lot, again. Times and times again, I always told myself to spend wisely but haiya everything's seems too tempting and irresistible. True? Anyway, I had a great time with you and the rest too!

2010-01-24T07:17:00.000-08:00

Hello hello.

Wah, I suddenly have the sudden urge to blog at this hour. Tomorrow its gonna be another long and tiring day. By the way, I've learned my lesson that its a MUST for me to bring an umbrella everyday to avoid me from getting all drenched like the other day. It was so stupid to stand under the shelter and wait till the rain stop without knowing that I'm already late for half an hour! To be honest, I was hoping for a kind soul to approach me and AT LEAST give me some help.

But :( neh. it's so excruciating knowing SOME people nowadays. Well, I've got no choice but to cross over running under the rain until I almost slipped. Bleahs.

Ever since work has started, it seems to occupy every single day except for sunday. Duh. It's pretty tiring but then I'm still trying to adapt and yeah still getting used to it. My first day of school was indeed fun. Just the part when it comes to break time, all the i'm-the-big-gangster-in-this-school girls will look at us like as if we did something wrong or something. Haha. You know typical these days. Tsk.

About my boyfriend and I, it's still the same. We fought a lot, when I say a lot means its really got to do with a mass of reasons. I do have a pleasant time with him at times but when it comes to the same old shits I will tend to scold him vulgar. I know my bad. He knew I will always have a time off and he knew I'd always want to have things my way. But you know I love you right?

I still trying to understand and accept all the facts. I don't think I've to list it all here. But one thing, study hard. Try to make it to O's. Don't be like me. I still have this feeling of regret :( Just one point away. Sigh. I know you can make it. ;)

Shall head to bed right now. Bye!

2010-01-17T06:55:00.000-08:00

Everything's fine except for the extreme shitty shit happened in the late afternoon. Will just let the pictures do the talking. Eh some pictures M18 ah, sorry. :P

2010-01-15T05:08:00.000-08:00

Aright, its already my Day 3 of work and I didn't know that 'office' is one of the biggest/toughest/hardest task I've ever came across. My goodness. Only god knows how exhausted I am right now though I only sit down on my desk most of the time. haha. I was in-charge of the receptionist as well as the Admin task.

you know,

Its not easy. Its NOT easy than what I'm expected all this while. Okay, I shall not whine anymore. Monday will be my so called 'test' to see how much I've learned this few days and soon I'm going to be all alone handling everything on my own under receptionist. :( Besides, I was scheduled to Clementi campus for my off-the-job training every tuesday. More and more task coming in. Grr.

Anyway, I've so many things to share. But pretty lazy right now. Perhaps on the weekends?
Gotta share with you about this particular someone who's so clumsy, so dumb or any words that you can think off. And the person whom I referring to is.........................

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ME!

Just wait nd see. Its was the most stupid moment in my whole entire life.

2010-01-10T22:36:00.000-08:00

YAY! I GOT A GOOD NEWS!!

Finally! After so long I felt much more relieved now. Thank god, I've been accepted for the Traineeship course under the SSA Group. I don't know how happy I am right now when I just received a phone call from them ten minutes ago. I can't explain this feeling. wah.

I know la, its not a big deal. But too me its really something matter so much. I wasn't successful on my first interview. Finally I did it! :D I'm going to start this Wednesday. No more rotting nd lazing at home.

hahahahaha :B

2010-01-10T02:06:00.000-08:00

I really need to stop buying new clothes online. Its such a waste that in the end I won't have the chance to wear them. Sigh. Thought of selling it but I'm really making a huge loss there :( how? I need to go out. I'm sick and tired of staying at home.

Amanda Har, when are we meeting again? grr~

2010-01-10T01:02:00.000-08:00

Hey girl, are you trying to compete with me in it? Play it hard cause I'm competent.

2010-01-07T04:25:00.000-08:00

Why on earth I'm feeling kind of regret of not choosing going to school? I've got my choice. I already on the right path for my future. Sigh. Till now I've yet to start school, start something on business, having into a new environment. Its taking way too long already :( I need school. I want to go school please. sigh. Earlier today, I went for interview over at SSA consulting group at Kembangan. So far la. Hopefully they gonna call me up tmrw and give me the good news. Besides its gonna be 8th January!

Pray hard for me please. I need to start very soon and I want to end it fast. There were two other malay girls went for interview as well. Today wasn't really that bad. I'm not nervous at all. Maybe partly because she's a lady! Haha. And she doesn't even know how to read my result slip. I got four for my maths and she asked, is four good or not good? -.-"

okay, shall not be too confident. Will see how's the outcome very very soon yeah.

2010-01-07T00:45:00.001-08:00

Their 16th Surprise Birthday Party! :D

must look at e necklace he bought for me. Sweet right. Be jealous :P
Haha, whatever.

2010-01-06T07:55:00.000-08:00

Pray hard I'm gna do well for the interview tomorrow! hehe. Need to be at Kembangan by 11am. ALONE SOMEMORE. Sigh. Need to wake up early. :(

2010-01-06T05:45:00.001-08:00

Fuck. Sucks big time. Ergh!

2010-01-05T19:32:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY!

I hope yesterday's msg is long enough to at least brighten your day nd put a smile on your face! :) Gonna meet you tonight baby. Love you!

2010-01-04T06:57:00.000-08:00

Wah, I just found out that there's this particular someone been going round to people's blog and tag them by using my name nd put my blog link as well. Walaueh knnccb.
Eh whoever you are I know you will read this, eh you got no life uh? I blog-hopped to almost everyone's blog everyday whenever I'm bored. And i found this:

zira: Gorgeous. How r u doing? :-)

Please eh. I don't call people gorgeous or whatsoever shit unless they matter to me. And I don't used short form for the word ARE nd the word YOU. Well, I'm gonna find out who the fuck you are trying SO HARD to be like me. Grow up will ya? Grab some life if you don't have any. I don't understand what's your main purpose of doing all this freaking shits. Didn't know people like you still exist in this world. Feel sorry for you. I'm gonna skinned you alive once I found out who you are. And all I'm trying to express is that. I mean why the hell? sial lah, start with your life. I only found one, who knows there are still many other blogs that this person did the same thing.

It's ironic that people manipulate others just to get that pinch of satisfaction though I really don't know what I've did wrong to him/her. It's fucking stupid and foolish of you to think you can do this.

You cowards.

2010-01-03T21:15:00.000-08:00

I wanna go school :(

2010-01-03T04:58:00.000-08:00

I fucking hate the fact that both of my sisters are those can't-be-bothered kind of person. There's a time when she would said so confidently nd so understanding like that and then at the point when the time has come both of them pretended like nothing's happen.

Its totally pissed me off. Okay, I know I shouldn't make a huge fuss out of it. Its actually about our room. My second sister promised that when she comes home after work she's going to clear everything nd finish up the painting of walls. Together with me, of course. And my first sister said she's going to clear her cupboard so she can gave it to us.

But look at them now. Both are %$#@ -.-" Second sister is watching tv and the other one is sleeping. I can bet this room gonna be the same till only god knows when with halfway painted walls. I've been shouting and asking her to get started now and she still lazing around like no one business. And she goes, " Wait la, I wna watch Spiderman." Fuck you women.

Sorry la, I know I'm so mean. So much for 3. Be a good girl, good girlfriend, good daughter, good sister. hahahaha. I told you I'd never accomplish some of it. But seriously, I mean you were the one who desperately wanted 'groom my room' hahaha. Wna buy curtain la, cupboard la. And now what? Only paints. -.-" walaueh. This kind of people ah talk macam ye ye.

-_______________________-"

2010-01-02T21:07:00.000-08:00

The Minah Golden Rule: You are only a minah if you deny being a minah. A malay is by default a minah, mana mau lari beb? You may dress in Zara/Topshop/River Island/Miss Selfridge, you eat at nice restaurants and your roo
m only holds Ikea furniture but then once in a while, when someone in the train calls you a Minah, do we hear a, "EH PUKIMAK KAU AR! SIAPE KAU PANGGIL MINAH NI?"

Puck. I laughed when I read this. hahaha. My goodness. But I don't know if its true or not.
Anyway I didn't want to update this useless blog but since I'm hella bored right now so I might as well make it seem a little less dull. I know I've not been uploading any pictures so far and I know how bored it is to read. Sighs.

Heh. Anyway my dad already helped me to paint my room. It looks so pinky hot pink right now. Another half to go! Yay. Soon after that me nd sister gonna change and remove all the unnecessary things. As mentioned in one of the post previously. :D But there's always something that pisses me off is that my cousins are over at my place right now and they'd messed up the whole room. And now they're like listening to this Minah Tudung song? Fucking annoying. This kind of song for a nine year old guy? -.-"

I just scolded them for that. My bad. hahaha. But too bad I seriously can't stand this kind of people. So I guess I'm gonna stay at home for the whole of today. Plenty of shits.
So bored you know!

2009-12-31T08:28:00.000-08:00

This is so ironic.
ergh.

2009-12-31T06:58:00.000-08:00

Today marks th 31st December 2009 which also means the very last day of 2009. Well, I'll be celebrating new year at home can't be bothered to go out and of course due to the heavy human traffic out there later. Right? Better stay at home. haha.

Anyway, I've got my new year's resolution for 2010 already. Though I knew I certainly won't accomplish some of them. haha. These are the two main ones:

1. Memorable day for my boyf s16. (I will still find a way)
2. Study study study very hard.
3. Be a good girl, good girlfriend, good daughter, good sister.

There are more of it. But I guess I'm just gna keep them personally.
Okay,

Happy New Year everyone!

2009-12-30T07:00:00.000-08:00

Hello.

New year's Eve was okay. I had a last minute plan with my boyfriend today. &.. it was the first time he actually mentioned 'TOWN' when I wanted to go out badly. And yeah we just did today because usually he would come up with an excuses or either complaint about going to the mall. :P Obviously he doesn't like accompanying girls shopping. Ergh. But too bad, you love me right? heh.

My dad was being a dad today. Out of a sudden, he gave me 200$. I was like totally speechless. From there on, I couldn't stop smiling. Only god knows how happy I was at that point of time.
Life spells awesomely awesome.

First stop was to Cathay. I wanted to treat my boyfriend to catch a movie but besides the frigging long queue, non of the movies seems interesting other than Alvin&th chipmunks. :(
We've got no choice but end up in Ben&Jerry. The ice cream was marvelous, worth my $15! haha. What's more, we had our lunch+dinner at Pizza Hut once again.

Wahh, ever since I got cash in hand, everything seems so surreal. Pampered myself with a top from Forever 21, two flats nd beads bracelet from Rubi. After a very long and fatigue day, we headed to Wisma for Starbucks. My very long long lost friend happened to work there and she actually gave us the largest (I don't know what is it called) frappe for like free? It was so unexpected lah, we just reached and while my boyfriend wanted to go over nd buy, sh came and said,

"Tell your boyfriend, don't bother buying. This is for you. "

He looked at me nd I looked at him. HAHAHA.
After that, I went to buy th Potato Curry Puff. Instead of $3.90 guess how much I need to pay for it? ONLY $0.80! Hahahaha. Wah. Lama-lama bankrupt jugak if I go there everyday. :P Okay nah, kidding.

I love today despite the time when I had a little fight with him. Luck was on my side today. Love it. A great time to end my 2009 happily and peacefully. Oh wait, I don't know what about tomorrow. Guess its gonna be a home stay day for me. Big sighs.

2009-12-28T09:03:00.000-08:00

Things guys should know about girls!

Men Need To Understand These Things About Women

1. Don't ever lie to us; we always find out. (CARDINAL RULE)

2. Don't say you understand when you don't.

3. Girls are petty; get over it. We like to start fights.

4. You don't have PMS, so don't act like you know what it's like. Don't try to understand...believe me you never will.

5. Saying something sweet might get you off the hook; doing something sweet will always get you off the hook.

6. We don't like it when you act like Mr. Big.

7. A system in your car only impresses your homeboys.

8. It's good to be sensitive sometimes.

9. If you did something wrong or even if you didn't, apologize.

10. Be spontaneous; dinner and a movie won't always cut it, but it is extremely sweet.

11. We are self-conscious by nature; we can't help it.

12. We are Drama queens; never forget that.

13. Fashion police do exist.

14. We absolutely DO NOT care about monster trucks, car systems, paintball, or anything else you and your friends talk about.

15. Hugs and kisses must be given at all times.

16. We don't shave our legs everyday: get over it.

17. Don't make bets about us; we always find out; you may think we don't know, but WE DO!

18. Shave! No matter how cool you think your goatee or beard or mustache looks, we hate it. We like clean-cut men.

19. Even if you think it is cool to burp, fart, or emit other strange gases from your body, it is not.

20. Don't compare us to Pamela Anderson; parts of her are fake, just remember that. (Remember: you have a better shot at us than you ever will have with her.)

21. It is not cool to shoot snot rockets.

22. We are beautiful at all times.

23. We will always think we are fat, so humor us and tell us we aren't.

24. You can shoot hoops, score a goal, knock down big fat guys, and hit a little baseball with a stick, so why can't you aim in the toilet and not on it.

25. Most importantly: we are always right in one way or another so don't forget that!

HAHAHA, Wah. You yes you, better remember all this :P

2009-12-28T08:14:00.000-08:00

Thank god I've got my first choice. And I fucking regret to put college east as th first choice. Fuck it. Fuck it. But its alright, I'm going one or twice or thrice a week :D Going for th interview at th company tomorrow. Hope everything's gonna be fine. God bless me.

I'm so nervous. My baby will be going with me tomorrow! hehe. And on Wednesday I need to go down to the campus to register. I don't know who's going with me :( Haiya Money again, as always. Wish me luck for the interview tomorrow okay people.

2009-12-27T04:13:00.000-08:00

DEEP DEEP SIGHS. What took you so long? :( I miss you like a lot la. Haiya. You said you will leave that place at 11am and I was expecting you to reach SG by 6pm. Now its already 8.15pm :(

Sigh. Go watch Singapore Idol pun cantik. Bye ah.

2009-12-26T08:06:00.000-08:00

He's coming back today! Can't wait to meet nd give you a biggest tightest hug ever! :D
Really miss you man.

2009-12-24T07:33:00.000-08:00

How cute.
So babies, what am I supposed to do without th both of you later on? My baby is going for a holiday to KL for 3 years. Ah, byk kau nye 3 years, 3 days only la. :D And my little baby girl is going over to Malaysia end of this month for 2 months. Sigh.

She gonna celebrate her 2 years old tomorrow! I'm the one who's getting excited. haha. Looking at those huge presents, so jealous you know. Some relatives will be coming over. But this boy up there seems that he couldn't make it :( Anyway, have fun! Will surely miss you loverboy.
Today was well spent with my baby. We watched Alvin&th chipmunk 2 at GV yishun. It so damn cute nd hilarious. I rate it 5/5. Its one of th most adorable nd awesome movie. Okay, its playing in my head right now.

Okay, my boyfriend will be leaving soon. I swear I will miss you even its only 3 days, its feels like 3 years. New year coming, seems that I'll be staying at home :( But I'm going shopping on th 1st! Heh heh heh. Cannot wait cannot wait! Okla. I need to hear that boy's voice before he leaves at 4am! :(

Baby,
please take care of yourself there okay? I will wait for you here. I promised already, so better trust me! I love you.

xoxo.

2009-12-23T03:01:00.000-08:00

OMG. Let's pray hard that I will get into the Traineeship programme. So I don't need to attend school every single day! Hehe. Will need to go for an interview at th company which I've applied for. So th cannot wait. Hopefully I will get. Haiya. Pray hard, pray hard.

They said, earn as you learn. Besides that its only a 1 year course and I'm gna work hard for Higher Nitec nd hopefully to poly after that for a business course. Anyway, thanks baby for accompanying me all th way to Dover even though we fought a lot today. -.-"

Its coming to end of 2009 nd coming t th end of december, pay day is coming. I've got lotsa things to buy especially for that someone. Ehem.

List of things need to buy nd need to be done:

1. That boy s16 presents. (URGENT)
2. Figurine! (URGENT!)
3. Dresses/tops. Especially Basics.
4. Flip flop from Ripcurl/Billabong.
5. Paint my room to hotpink nd throw away unnecessary things. (its so messy here!)
6. More shoes!
7. Seriously need to get my new spec done. Obviously something in pink. (FUCKING VERY URGENT)
8. Camera (ERGH, WHEN!?)
9. Catch Alvin&th chipmunk 2. (IDK when! -.-")
10. Precious moments stuffs.
*fork&spoon
*PM letter holder
*PM calender
*PM year planner.
*PM pillow
I don't know what else. Gonna hunt for more during work tomorrow. HAHA!
Very cute thing. I like.

Its 7.30pm, am supposed to meet that boy again at 7.45pm. Better go get my shower now.
Bye!

2009-12-20T09:53:00.000-08:00

Pretty babies, I promise I'll bring you home one day. :( I don't know when but I promised I will bring you home nd not to be abandoned in that messy and untidy store room. So cute isn't it?
Haiya. Will buy you with my own hard earned money really soon okay?

I'm so crazy and obsessed over it. I don't know why. So pretty. Working again tomorrow, quite tired now. Its already 2:05am. -.-"

2009-12-18T21:28:00.000-08:00

I seriously in need of more Basics in my closet. Too many dresses, sick of it. Thus selling them of already. Do support! :D LINK

Its coming to the end of December already. How fast time flies. Still thinking of what should I get for that boy. Hmm. Money please come quickly.

2009-12-18T09:28:00.000-08:00

If only I have done better than this I'd have a chance to make it up to sec 5. But too bad. I scored 20 points for th overall five subjects whereby I already got my Maths nd English. Just one point, sigh. What's done is done, there's nothing more I could do. Still planning on which course should I go after this. I feel like a loser. Really.

Don't feel a pinch cause I'm referring to myself. I don't know if I should be happy or disappointed about it. Haiyaaaaa. But am still glad that I passed my maths, for the very first time. HAHA. Can you believe it? hah, whatever. Anyway, I'll really miss school and I will miss wearing the school uniform. Its been so long :(

You earthlings out there, please don't take advantage of my baby. :P And you, yes you better study hard eh. He's soundly asleep now, without telling me. He's ALWAYS like this, always. You're so lucky to have an understanding girlfriend like me, you know! Its 1:42am, still widely awake. Okay, literally. Actually I'm quite sleepy but I'm just too lazy to get my butt of this chair to my bed which is just 10 minutes walk from here. Okay fake 10 mins eh? -.- Which is just 1 second away.

I better go cause from what I see I'm already starting to talk bullcraps. Goodnight.

2009-12-16T08:07:00.000-08:00

I'm scared, afraid, worried, uneasy, doubts, insecure, anxious, lacking self-confidence and any other words that you can think of. Its already nine minutes past midnight meaning its already thursday. Another day has just begun, one more day left till I hold to my N' level cert nd see my results. My first sister will be coming with me on that day. I told her, if no sec five the only choice I left was to take Private N' over again. Don't expect me to retain. NO WAY.

God bless me. Wish me luck!

Right now, I'm feeling rather hungry. I ate only once in e afternoon just now. I suddenly craving for Mac. HAHA. At this timing, so weird. Will be working tomorrow, I mean today. I guess its gna be another hectic day for me. Not guess, surely will. Alright, i'm sleeping now cause that boy scold me already. Goodnight lovelies.

2009-12-15T01:50:00.000-08:00

Hello.

Alright, I'm back right again. I finally turned sixteen after so long. HAHA! And i would to thank those threesome who made my day the other day and never fails to make me laugh. Thanks to my boyfriend for that lovely pendent/necklace. :> It cost him more than what I expected. So yeah, you wait till i'll get something for you on Jan 6th. As well as your brother's ok? :D

And yeah, thanks a gazillion for those who wished me too! But now, I'm feeling kind of worried. I seriously have no idea when will the results will be out.

I know there's more! hmph. Okla. I don't know who edited the pictures. So far so good. Not so bad. Hah. You know what? I just burnt my tongue lastnight cause I drank a sip of boiling water when I was expecting a just warm plan water as I was too thirsty during work. How dumb or stupid can I be?

2009-12-09T05:26:00.000-08:00

Maybe i shall consider working on that day. Hmmmmmmm

2009-12-09T05:18:00.000-08:00

argh!!!!!!!! Forget abt everything. Cause my upcoming special day absolutely nothing to me. don't ever waste your time nd i won't want t waste your time. Its alr wednesday, let's pretend nothing's gna happen.

I've had enough.

2009-12-08T21:05:00.000-08:00

-Gosh. My dad is so noisy outside. I'm in the room and I could clearly hear what he's talking. Well, he's more like shouting. -.-"

-I just got back home from shop and I perspired a lot. The sun is f humid.

-I just bought myself a new hairband. V pretty you know. hehe.

-My room is in a huge mess. Can't be bothered to clean up cause it will be back messy all over again later.

-I miss my boyfriend. Might be meeting him later.

I think I shall clean up my room now. My mum is nagging. Bleahs.

2009-12-08T01:50:00.000-08:00

I'm craving for milk tea D:

2009-12-08T00:32:00.001-08:00

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Argh. Fuck everyone.

2009-12-07T23:26:00.001-08:00

Am very bored. Gonna blogshop now.

2009-12-06T02:27:00.000-08:00

He said 6pm..........

okay whutever. I'm bored. Seriously have nothing to do. Been looking at my beautiful nails. haha! Pampered myself with french manicure the other day. Got them in hot pink.Well I should say that it looks rather plain so I just pasted a nail stickers yesterday. Which i think it looks much more better. Heh.

You know, work have such a bore past few days. I mean not really bored just that ergh I don't know. I hate it when they put me in charge of wrapping :( cause its just the fact that I ain't good in wrapping at all. I always tried to escape from it and I will ran all the way to the back or I would find any customer to serve. Nyehaha. But still, they would take over me and die die asked me to wrap.

Its totally killing. As much as I wanted to run away from reality, I still can't afford to. And now, they're making me stand near the wrapping side so I can standby for wrapping while looking out for customers at the same time. Bloody fool. What's more christmas coming! _|_

2009-12-04T19:48:00.000-08:00

Wahhh, sooner or later I'll be turning sixteen. And I didn't know even someone who I'm not closed with remembered. Haha, thanks Fatynn :>

Last thurday was one of the best day. I went out for shopping which makes me spent nearly 200$. Goodness. Watched New Moon too. It was okay? Yeah. I don't really understand. From what I know you have to watch Twilight first eh? haha. Bought for my bestf her way way way belated birthday present too. You gotta meet me real soon, girl. :D

The day passes by really fast. Next sunday! Can't wait. HAHAHAH. Pink babies.
Amanda, its a must for you to be with me that day okay! Anw, what can I do this year? Last year I treated them dinner at Pizza Hut. This year? ah! you guys treat me la okay? haha.

Ok,I sounded so err I don't know.

2009-12-01T07:33:00.000-08:00

I prefer Ohsofickle than Modparade cause I find apparels which manufactured by OSF itself are much more nicer. But then now they're launching their new collection on Mid Dec. That's long :(

And that dress I've been looking for is out of stock and no more back order :(

2009-12-01T06:21:00.000-08:00

OMG! 12 more days baby! Excited much?

Nah, not really.Get me all this. Will ya?

I've got this. But I can't seems to find the Pink one :(

This Bebe bodycon dress, sexayye!

My another pink camera spoilt :(

Its Out of stock in Ohsofickle's site :(

Only when I promoted to Sec5 :(

This Corset cake! haha so cute!

The Pink Gucci Bag. I don't really like my current one :(

:P

Wah. What can I ever ask for?
Grant my wish; to see each and everyone of my friends to be with me on my special day dressing up in all pink! HAHA. Including my long lost girls. :(

And my boyfriend & his outgoing boys. :P

sorry if I took so long to blog! :D

2009-11-26T10:32:00.000-08:00

its 2.30 in e morning right now. My baby went t bed alr. I've been sleeping very late these few days. Insomnia. Am still not sleepy, my sister is using e laptop right now nd she's browsing through th youtube for songs. Such a nuisance nd its like time for sleep. Hello? Not only that, e radio was switched on too. So many hari raya songs. -.- so I'm blogging through my phone. Ohhh, my birthday is coming! I wna go shopping :( pay day coming nd mommeh just gave me moneh! Hahaha.whatever girl. Sry am just too hyper. Crank post, my english al went haywire alr :s

2009-11-25T08:54:00.001-08:00

How I wish life could be much more better.

2009-11-25T08:31:00.000-08:00

Put me into a coma, please. I've nothing else to say.

2009-11-23T09:05:00.000-08:00

That pretty boy always sleep without telling me.
He always sleep, sleep, sleep and sleep.

Chicken breast you. :(

2009-11-21T23:03:00.002-08:00

Good afternoon.

Well oh well, am supposed to work today but when I was on my way there already they called me not to come. Waste of time and waste of my traveling fare. What's more, my ez-link card balance running low. Grr. Should inform me earlier. They called me twenty minutes before I start work which is at 12pm. -____-"

Since I got nowhere else to go, decided to walk around th raffles city. Bought myself some donuts from donut factory to bring home and bought two decoration papers from paper market? I guess so that's the name. haha. They got a lot of pretty stuff but too bad I didn't bring much money. :(
Oh oh oh, my baby is sick nd he's soundly asleep right now.

I'm bored. I'm bored. Am not sure what I'm gonna do after this. Maybe I'm gna clean my wardrobe cause my clothes are in a mess! or either work on th pretty papers now. Thought of doing a paper frame. Hmm. I don't know. Well, let's see. On a brighter note, its coming to the end of the month already so which means pay day is coming! heh. Aright, I'm off now. Gonna find something else to do :D

2009-11-18T07:12:00.000-08:00

Prom Night 2009, "You make me smile"

Nevertheless, it was one of the best time I've ever had in my entire life. Really. The prom night was great, th place was alluring which filled with all those pretty decorations and th waiters are well organized. Alright, I didn't regret this. Well thanks to me because at the first thought I really didn't want to go. And now, how I wish I could turn back those times.

Raah, I'm starting to miss school now :/

Am supposed to work today but they called me last minute not to come. -____-" I was already out on my way out planned to meet my boyfriend first and then he's gna send me to work. So yeah. since it didn't turn out as planned, I went over to his place. Some of his friends were there too.

Went out for lunch in the afternoon. We had Mac for lunch and its been like about two weeks for me I last went there. Haha. Besides that, its been raining heavily these few days. I shall say that its good. Opps. And because of that my boyf didn't turn up for his soccer training. Ahaha :D
Yep, I had another 'second' great time spent again with him today in the night. Good for you.

Okla. My boyf also went to sleep already. I guess. I don't know if I'm working or not tomorrow. :/ If not, then I think I wna go see that loverboy soccer match. But he won't be playing leh. How?
Gonna hit the bed now, goodnight people. :>

2009-11-16T07:51:00.000-08:00

I'm all weak. I'm not strong to go through this all by myself.

Edited.
as if I was invisible. I hate boys with psp. no offence.

2009-11-15T08:22:00.000-08:00

"If you love something, set it free. If it comes back, it was, and always will be yours. If it never returns, it was never yours to begin with."

Aww. I knew it. I know you will be mine.
Cause the whole world knows that I love Muhd Fawwaz.

2009-11-15T08:18:00.001-08:00

"Accept the things to which fate binds you, and love the people with whom fate brings you together, but do so with all your heart."

2009-11-15T08:10:00.000-08:00

"For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul."

2009-11-15T07:48:00.001-08:00

Hello.

Basically I spent my saturday with those boys over to town area and somewhere in th evening for sheesha. Only th boys took it, not me. :( It was awesome. Its like after so long I actually headed to town and I finally bought one pretty cute top for myself.

Met my boyfriend about 1pm and I went home almost to 10pm? Yeah. You know, mom gave me fifty bucks that day. I'm supposed to spend it on my killer heels for th prom night but couldn't find any. So I decided to buy a top instead. Opps, wait! Did I just mention that I'm going for the prom night? HAHA. Yeah, I couldn't help it. Have th sudden urge to go. Momsie gave me th sixty bucks yesterday too. So what is that means? I've to go back to school tmr early in the morning to pay up for th prom. Goddamn troublesome. What's more I'm working tmr. D:

Can't wait for it. Its like this coming tuesday eh. Anyway, am supposed to go out nd meet my dearest Amanda to a flea ytd. But but, last min was canceled. I'm sorry babe. Next week, I promise!

Thanks for th day, boys.
And big thank you to my boyfriend for sending me back home as well. :>

Really hope that I can go out again next week. Its going to be 12am soon, gna head to bed pretty soon.

2009-11-14T09:37:00.000-08:00

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2009-11-13T08:34:00.000-08:00

I've this sudden feelings that I'm actually kinda miss going to school. Really. I've complained so much about school when it comes to a part that we need to wake up early in the morning. One thing that appear in my mind now was during th malay class whereby we would run just to get in class on time nd to escape from singing, standing in front of the whole class.

haha. Its so hilarious. It happened to me once and I sang Happy Birthday song. Zz. No doubt that I miss my classmates. I miss sitting at the back of the class in a group and we will start taking pictures or we would laugh non-stop. It was great? Yeah. I've no confident in going up to sec 5 so perhaps you know what I mean.

Talking about the prom night. I don't think I'll be going. But I don't know. Part of me wants to go.
Ohman. :( How?

Any suggestions?

2009-11-12T21:53:00.000-08:00

Oh yeah, yesterday when I was on my way to work at the mrt station. May I know who shouted my name and waving at me hysterically? Haha. Really. I really can't see, I mean I got a very poor eye sight. I only put my contact lens when i've reached my work place.

I felt so bad if I don't wave at them back. In my heart was, 'who th f are you people?' laugh out loud. Instead I waved back and pretended that I could see them. My bad. Am sorry. Maybe if any of you came across my blog, do let me know. I'm v sorry.

ahaha!

2009-11-12T08:08:00.000-08:00

Can anyone explain to me exactly what's the meaning of love? Is it always a must for it to have fight, argue over a small matter? Does it take one person to always give in? I don't know. I'm so confused.

Anyway, yeah. Too many things happened lately. There's ups and down. But th down have always been happening between my boyfriend and I. Like I've said, I don't know why. I really don't know. And its really bugs me a lot. As much as I wanted to him to know that I really do love him, there will always some things which blocking my way. And it will results to a really disastrous conflict.

Maybe I should or must stop this haughty act which I think I'm just pretending just to show that I'm really strong to accept and go through all this shits happening to me every single day. I retaliate, I will shout to him, I will scold him, I will show him all my attitude problem. That's me. I really have a strong egoness in me which really hard for people to tolerate with. Do you people think I really deserve someone like him? Guess not.

But I can't do anything, this is just part of me. You, who I really need th most to accept every of my flaws and treat me like a pretty diamond which you will take care of it and afraid to let it fall. I don't like people to change me. Ever since I started working over at Precious thots in Raffles city, every day and night it really saddens me seeing those pretty cute figurines. It really sweet.

I came upon a lady who approached this evening.

That lady: Hey, can you give me any suggestions for what I can give for my boyfriend as a bday? I'm running late.

Me: Oh, *walk around and look for something adorable* Why don't you give him this? Its really nice.

The msg was, I love you this much.

Not even 30seceonds and she said,

Thank you so much. Ok I take this.

Me: *Awwww* and walk to th store room to take the stock.

Yeah, I'm jealous. Of course.

Whenever i'm free, I would always walk around those shelves and take a good look and browsing through all the figurines. No doubt, I will contentedly smile all by myself. That's one of th good things about it, you know.

What a long grandmother story which I think its not necessary for you to know. But I'm just sharing how adorable th figurines is which is about the size of your head can cost you over hundred dollars. Half of your head will make you spend on it abt 60-80plus, hmm not bad but I still think its quite expensive. HAHA. I think I'm gonna get myself one? I think so.

Okla. Not working tomorrow. But might consider going back to my previous job to kill time. I don't know. Grr. Anyway, Happy 5th Month baby. I'm going to book you one of the day next week, I wna go out!